Shadow's Poetry...
Broken
Home
*The* Rose
...But I Am
Shit
Baby Baby
Garden Of Glass
The Dance Of Eternal Light
Lost Soul
Parak-Ne Bachin 'De
I'm Not Okay
Deserted Losses
Just Don't Know
Duet
Silenced
Into The Mist Of Memories
Raindrops
Can You Hear Me?
Untitled...Any Suggestions?
Daddy
Untitled, My Dear
Broken
Fear
The Shadow
Eternally Yours
I Feel
Lethal Assassin/Last Time
Shattered
Opposing Forces
Eternal Sunshine
Lullaby
Shadow's "One Step Closer"
Daddy (2)
Kiss Of Death
Metamorphosis
Don't Ask...Don't Know...
The Animal In Me
Uh...No Comment?
Tear My Heart Open
Reality
Gone
Peacin' Out...Signing Off
Reduced To Tears
Please Understand
That Fight I Didn't Win
The Reaper
Shadows Of Oblivion
Just Had To Let Go
Again
Stray Bullet
Life
Actually Untitled
Failed
The Dance
Loving You
For You
Only Friends
Confused And Wishing
Friend In A New World
Caught
Taking Chances
What I Need To See
My Heart With You
The Fire Of Hate
Drowning In Fury
The Tears Of Fear
Suicide
Sudden Betrayal
Life Is Like A Game
I Wish
Last Words
Parted
Cancer
Still Together
Couldn't Say I'm Sorry
Remembering You
Once
A Time
Walking Tall
Goodbye
Ready To Die
Silence
Hidden
Where Did You Go?
Forced Lie
An Angel?
Missing You Already
My Dad: Gone Too Soon
WWII
Protecting You
Freedom
I'm Sorry
The Day I Died
Secrets
It Could Have Been
Betrayal Is The Cruelest Thing
The End
The Real Me That Nobody Sees
Too Late
If I Died Tomorrow
My Grandma And Grandpa
My Family And Friends
Friends Are Like Angels
For My Father
To My Mother
Scot
Stephanie
Faded
Anarchy
Another Day
Kill Me
Suicide (2)
What Went Wrong?
Suicide Intentions
Revenge
Desecrated Glory
You Betrayed Me- The Other Side
You Betrayed Me
What Was It Before?
For Us
Until Death Do Us Part
I Love You And Goodbye
Sleeper
Children
One Of The Things That Break Me
Darkness Falls
Vitality
Drawn Together
I'm Not All Right
Holy Alliance
Do You Know what You Mean To Me?
Get Your Desires When I Retire

Maybe I'm the dumbass....her being in a mental hospital shoulda been a fucking clue...do you know how I fought for her because I refuse to abandon friends? To be treated how she treated me? Fuck that goddamn bitch

I’m walkin in that room, seein’ you.

You’ve told me everything that they do.

And you’re smiling, laughing with that gleam in your eyes,

I’m looking right through you, hearing all your cries.

And sometimes it seems that no matte how bad things get,

I always know you’re there, and there’s nothing we’ll regret.

But now I see you, a new you, somehow they changed you.

I see through you, though I knew you, something in there just consumed you.

I’m rolling and turning from nightmares of how they choke you,

But reality is always so much worse: they broke you.

Something’s changed, in your eyes- in your mind, we’re out of time.

I’m holding on and on to the deepest parts of you and crossing my line.

And I was praying that I’m wrong- that somehow my mind was lying

‘Till I knew the lies were true and I sat up all last night crying.

Today I learned a lesson so that now I understand,

And I wanna help you in any way that I can.

But what I proved to you is how my promise is untrue.

And the sky is so damn stark- it’s so cloudy and so blue.

Kinda like the way I told ya how ashes are morbidly white.

And this time I see there’s just no way to fight.

Am I gunna lose you? But I’m already lost.

They broke you but I’m the one broken and crossed.

And I’m seein’ that it’s my fault- you woke up all alone

Said I went to my house but in your arms is where I’m home.

But I need you now, baby, oh my god I need you back.

Need to feel your embrace ‘cause your warmth I just lack.

And without it I’m just alone- so very cold.

And it seems like eons without secrets to which we’re told.

I wanna be there, baby….i just wanna be here,

Wish I could say I’m standing strong and showing you no fear.

But as three lines with red vines that line my veins,

Streak down my arm, slit my wrist, all in vain.

Close my eyes, see your face as mine turns pale.
Wanna hold on longer but I’m failing to inhale.

My life is held strong but by only a narrow sight,

Don’t take your eyes off me, baby…they’re my "shadow light." (in honor of B)

The wind blows so strong that’s my narrow life- it fades.

Couldn’t anyone understand that they all had it made?

I’ll follow you baby…anywhere time will tell again.

I’ll follow you baby…I’ll walk straight through hell again.

Crossing that bridge with the lessons I’ve learned.

Playing with fire and not getting burned.

Crossing the river of Styx before death.

I paid my price when I expelled my last breath.

But I’m not a God, not immortal, I won’t live.

I’m the noble friend who had nothing left to give.

So they thought that they could break you to make you better,

But they’re just breaking me with every single letter.

So when I’m broke and I’m done.

When the battle’s over and I haven’t won,

It’s like a young child with his toys at play,

When one of them is broken it’s just thrown away.

I’m watching slowly and carefully while I dissipate.

This is fate, my checkmate, nothing will alleviate.

My dad, I watched him go for your years of pain,

It’s taken only four days for you to drive me insane.

How could I be enough? How could I be aboard?

Not enough to keep you from the place that you hate more.

I’m watching them treat you like the fucking child who couldn’t.

They act like it’s a fallacy that you’re the one who wouldn’t.

And my nightmares are getting worse, they’re dangerously teeming,

I’ve woken more than once to my own voice screaming.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry! I’m sorry, just don’t worry…

It wasn’t your fault either, there’s just no hurry.

Oh my god, this devious and deceitful state of romance,

This state where I’m left with only death to dance.

Chre-Ku ‘De, the dance of death, my final kiss.

Bid farewell to the skies and lower me to bliss.

An understanding reach of how I’m understood.

How each rapport is shown and etched in my coffin’s wood.

You’ll excuse this like before, excuse this as a bore,

And you’ll never even hear me when I walk outside your door.

Wishin I was on the floor- broken and abused.

Now I’m just and caught up and confused.

Doin 186 on the freeway and not having a care,

Nobody fuckin said that life was ever fair.

And a steady tear drop stains my face as I write.

Maybe everything will be different tonight.

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