Shadow's Poetry...
Untitled, My Dear
*The* Rose
...But I Am
Baby Baby
Garden Of Glass
The Dance Of Eternal Light
Lost Soul
Parak-Ne Bachin 'De
I'm Not Okay
Deserted Losses
Just Don't Know
Into The Mist Of Memories
Can You Hear Me?
Untitled...Any Suggestions?
Untitled, My Dear
The Shadow
Eternally Yours
I Feel
Lethal Assassin/Last Time
Opposing Forces
Eternal Sunshine
Shadow's "One Step Closer"
Daddy (2)
Kiss Of Death
Don't Ask...Don't Know...
The Animal In Me
Uh...No Comment?
Tear My Heart Open
Peacin' Out...Signing Off
Reduced To Tears
Please Understand
That Fight I Didn't Win
The Reaper
Shadows Of Oblivion
Just Had To Let Go
Stray Bullet
Actually Untitled
The Dance
Loving You
For You
Only Friends
Confused And Wishing
Friend In A New World
Taking Chances
What I Need To See
My Heart With You
The Fire Of Hate
Drowning In Fury
The Tears Of Fear
Sudden Betrayal
Life Is Like A Game
I Wish
Last Words
Still Together
Couldn't Say I'm Sorry
Remembering You
A Time
Walking Tall
Ready To Die
Where Did You Go?
Forced Lie
An Angel?
Missing You Already
My Dad: Gone Too Soon
Protecting You
I'm Sorry
The Day I Died
It Could Have Been
Betrayal Is The Cruelest Thing
The End
The Real Me That Nobody Sees
Too Late
If I Died Tomorrow
My Grandma And Grandpa
My Family And Friends
Friends Are Like Angels
For My Father
To My Mother
Another Day
Kill Me
Suicide (2)
What Went Wrong?
Suicide Intentions
Desecrated Glory
You Betrayed Me- The Other Side
You Betrayed Me
What Was It Before?
For Us
Until Death Do Us Part
I Love You And Goodbye
One Of The Things That Break Me
Darkness Falls
Drawn Together
I'm Not All Right
Holy Alliance
Do You Know what You Mean To Me?
Get Your Desires When I Retire

Look what I went through before ever being told Kaci Martinez is a fucking cuntrag...

"Live long and love hard and you’re a damned fool"

These are my words from before life was kool.

I know the pain and I fucking know chaos

I already know how it hurts and I already know loss.

Don’t lecture me on fate or on hate or on soul mate.

I got the lesson first-fucking-hand…you’re too goddamned late.

So don’t sit there and tell me it’ll be alright,

Don’t fuckin sit there and tell me I have to fight.

I can give up, it’s my fucking right.

I choose to live in shadows- I ignored the light.

This was my life before I gave in again.

My life before I chose to save him again.

Then you walked in, baby…you took control.

You dug yourself within my heart your own personal hole.

I cared so much I put a razor to my skin-

I felt the cold steel as it started to slide in.

"Tell me when it hurts, baby…tell me when it hurts"

You looked away so you can’t see- you, it will never hurt.

Pretend it don’t hurt ‘till I’m dead and I’m gone,

It was already hurting you all along.

Tell me to stop, baby…I’m drawing blood.

Just like when he pulled the trigger when the bullet was a dud.

Russian Roulette- my world and my time.

In a time when thoughts of you was my prime.

But I’m worried now, baby…I’m alone and I’m scared.

I placed my bet and dropped my hand but I don’t know how I faired.

‘Cause you’re falling for me, my angel, falling when I fell.

I fell so long ago that now I’m living in hell.

You love me but I love you more-

Don’t say you loved me but that was before.

I’m waiting for your call- "fuck it" on the other end.

Before I break, there’s only so far I can bend.

Called you back, the line was dead- like you?

I shouldn’t have to worry about you pulling through!

I HAVE no patience, the call will never come.

Does this shit even matter after you toss a few or had some?

You went behind my back and broke my fuckin trust

But I came right back not caring if it drives me to the dust.

You like that sweet death as it courses through your veins?

Or do you just like the kiss of sweet Mary Jane?

This betrayal touches the drops from tears of the moon.

Still waiting for your call- anxiety now consumes.

Why do I think you’re fading away?

When I promised I’d never be wading away?

Are you turning your back and starting to walk?

Too many people are full of shit and all talk.

Wouldn’t chase you down ‘cause I want you to be free.

But don’t fuckin lecture me on what is my destiny.

YOU choose this path- YOU choose to hurt me.

YOU choose to make me worry until I can’t breathe.

You’re a cold fuckin fighter that illuminates death.

Every moment of silence burns and I’m losing my breath.

Just remember every time you hurt me so bad,

Remember every time I’ve been fooled and been had,

Remember every time you can’t take it anymore….

Remember that you love me- but I love you more.

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