Shadow's Poetry...
Get Your Desires When I Retire
*The* Rose
...But I Am
Baby Baby
Garden Of Glass
The Dance Of Eternal Light
Lost Soul
Parak-Ne Bachin 'De
I'm Not Okay
Deserted Losses
Just Don't Know
Into The Mist Of Memories
Can You Hear Me?
Untitled...Any Suggestions?
Untitled, My Dear
The Shadow
Eternally Yours
I Feel
Lethal Assassin/Last Time
Opposing Forces
Eternal Sunshine
Shadow's "One Step Closer"
Daddy (2)
Kiss Of Death
Don't Ask...Don't Know...
The Animal In Me
Uh...No Comment?
Tear My Heart Open
Peacin' Out...Signing Off
Reduced To Tears
Please Understand
That Fight I Didn't Win
The Reaper
Shadows Of Oblivion
Just Had To Let Go
Stray Bullet
Actually Untitled
The Dance
Loving You
For You
Only Friends
Confused And Wishing
Friend In A New World
Taking Chances
What I Need To See
My Heart With You
The Fire Of Hate
Drowning In Fury
The Tears Of Fear
Sudden Betrayal
Life Is Like A Game
I Wish
Last Words
Still Together
Couldn't Say I'm Sorry
Remembering You
A Time
Walking Tall
Ready To Die
Where Did You Go?
Forced Lie
An Angel?
Missing You Already
My Dad: Gone Too Soon
Protecting You
I'm Sorry
The Day I Died
It Could Have Been
Betrayal Is The Cruelest Thing
The End
The Real Me That Nobody Sees
Too Late
If I Died Tomorrow
My Grandma And Grandpa
My Family And Friends
Friends Are Like Angels
For My Father
To My Mother
Another Day
Kill Me
Suicide (2)
What Went Wrong?
Suicide Intentions
Desecrated Glory
You Betrayed Me- The Other Side
You Betrayed Me
What Was It Before?
For Us
Until Death Do Us Part
I Love You And Goodbye
One Of The Things That Break Me
Darkness Falls
Drawn Together
I'm Not All Right
Holy Alliance
Do You Know what You Mean To Me?
Get Your Desires When I Retire

Written for a couple people I promised this to...

I'm walking through life now- My lesson's learned.

I played with fire until I got badly fuckin burned.

Straight through my soul into my fuckin core

Just couldn't keep steady when he called you a whore.

But that doesn't matter to me anymore,

I've closed and locked that motherfuckin door.

Ready to start the battle over and fight the rest,

Ready to put my faith and truth to the fuckin test.

I'll do it witht he whole world laughing in my face.

I'll do it while my family hangs their heads in disgrace.

I'll be the idiot and the motherfuckin loser.

I'll be the one labeled "the privilege abuser"

Just to see you, feel you, love you, know you...

So many motherfucking things I wanna show you.

You are it- my world...without you I'm alone.

In your arms I can cry because I feel I found my home.

Baby, I wish I could make you understand.

Wish I could just hold your motherfuckin hand.

Wish I could hold on to my very last breath for you.

Wish I could belay my innermost death for you.

But as I face the cruelest and most vile demon hoard.

I smile in spite of myself and gently lay down my sword.

Let them attack from all fronts- if it's my side or my back.

I've got the skills to win but it's the incentive I lack.

Because I words to you will forever be true.

I've given up that life to be a part of you.

Just hoping it won't come haunting me back.

'Cause I flirted with it and it taunted me back.

I'm so afraid of the dark now for each and every night.

Afraid 'cause I know I just won't put up a fight.

Not that I'm afraid meeting my own ineitable death,

But I'd lose you as I exhale my very last breath.

That's where the fear lies within my heart.

Can't give you my soul's rose before we fuckin part.

I know I can't have you- know I don't deserve,

But I want to be there for every one of your life's little curves.

You see, my concerns lie in your happiness, not in my being.

More accurately I couldn't walk forth without seeing.

You're my angel, my darling...I'm gunna hold true.

But I never wanted to fuckin part ways with you.

You've given me guidance and counceled my needs.

You've listened patiently through my cries and my pleas.

Just let me be there, baby...Let me be your best friend.

One way or another I'm hooked until the end.

No matter what happens, my angel and my love,

I've laid down my sword...even if I have to protect you from above.

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