Shadow's Poetry...
That Fight I Didn't Win
Home
*The* Rose
...But I Am
Shit
Baby Baby
Garden Of Glass
The Dance Of Eternal Light
Lost Soul
Parak-Ne Bachin 'De
I'm Not Okay
Deserted Losses
Just Don't Know
Duet
Silenced
Into The Mist Of Memories
Raindrops
Can You Hear Me?
Untitled...Any Suggestions?
Daddy
Untitled, My Dear
Broken
Fear
The Shadow
Eternally Yours
I Feel
Lethal Assassin/Last Time
Shattered
Opposing Forces
Eternal Sunshine
Lullaby
Shadow's "One Step Closer"
Daddy (2)
Kiss Of Death
Metamorphosis
Don't Ask...Don't Know...
The Animal In Me
Uh...No Comment?
Tear My Heart Open
Reality
Gone
Peacin' Out...Signing Off
Reduced To Tears
Please Understand
That Fight I Didn't Win
The Reaper
Shadows Of Oblivion
Just Had To Let Go
Again
Stray Bullet
Life
Actually Untitled
Failed
The Dance
Loving You
For You
Only Friends
Confused And Wishing
Friend In A New World
Caught
Taking Chances
What I Need To See
My Heart With You
The Fire Of Hate
Drowning In Fury
The Tears Of Fear
Suicide
Sudden Betrayal
Life Is Like A Game
I Wish
Last Words
Parted
Cancer
Still Together
Couldn't Say I'm Sorry
Remembering You
Once
A Time
Walking Tall
Goodbye
Ready To Die
Silence
Hidden
Where Did You Go?
Forced Lie
An Angel?
Missing You Already
My Dad: Gone Too Soon
WWII
Protecting You
Freedom
I'm Sorry
The Day I Died
Secrets
It Could Have Been
Betrayal Is The Cruelest Thing
The End
The Real Me That Nobody Sees
Too Late
If I Died Tomorrow
My Grandma And Grandpa
My Family And Friends
Friends Are Like Angels
For My Father
To My Mother
Scot
Stephanie
Faded
Anarchy
Another Day
Kill Me
Suicide (2)
What Went Wrong?
Suicide Intentions
Revenge
Desecrated Glory
You Betrayed Me- The Other Side
You Betrayed Me
What Was It Before?
For Us
Until Death Do Us Part
I Love You And Goodbye
Sleeper
Children
One Of The Things That Break Me
Darkness Falls
Vitality
Drawn Together
I'm Not All Right
Holy Alliance
Do You Know what You Mean To Me?
Get Your Desires When I Retire

Second-Longest poem I've ever written. Got lost in the idea and branched it off to other ideas. Oops.

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

Lying on the ground, in a puddle of blood,

Still trippin over the fact that the bullet was a dud.

I did my best, as hard as I can,

The floor, standing up, take me to a foreign land.

When the fist be flying, youre in my world,

Now the rhythmic beat leaves my bloodlines swirled.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

Wrists cut, blood flows in an endless stream,

Dear god, wake me from this terrible dream.

Arms burning from the smooth cut from the knife,

Wondering how long till the end of my life.

Too exhausted to ball my hands back into a fist,

Remembering the angel I know I should have kissed.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

My friends, my family: I did my best,

But now breathing is a labored brick on my chest.

I can feel the pain of a knife on my back,

Never had it made because I was too far off track.

I guess some day, somewhere, I gave up hope.

Now I lie with too much pain to cope.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

Forgive me Lord, for I will soon be dead.

I feel an abrasion on the right side of my head.

A small, thin cut on my cheek from the knifes blade,

I can feel the depths of my soul as it fades.

My head burns with the pain of salt in an open sore.

Soon, my body and soul will be no more.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

Im sorry mom, but they took it to its all.

Ive risen the rise and suffered the fall.

Street fighting is never what I want,

As I fade away, I remember their curious taunt.

Was all this really worthwhile?

It wasnt my choice, but now my soul is exiled.

I can feel myself slipping away,

My smooth blood flow has brought me my dying day.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

Of oil-stinking vats and bloodstained pollution,

Theres no way out, and no possible solution.

No fear manifested within parts of me,

Who gives a shit? Leave it to the powers that be.

Hold a gun to my head, I just dont care.

Let the soil soak the blood from my hair.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

The gun tip placed just under my nose,

I accept death, and feel my eyes close.

The cold tip gleams as they threaten to make me pay.

Who cares? I wont live to see tomorrow anyway.

Pull the trigger, Id dare them to,

After all, there isnt anything I can do.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

I feel the guns barrel between my eyes,

I dont care if the end comes because everyone dies.

Ill worship the bullet before they put it through me,

It will swim in rivers of blood that wash out to the sea.

I wont succumb to the devil, so wish me well,

But I just may end up burning in hell.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

Ill always miss my angels gentle caress.

Ill miss her every smooth finesse.

A gentle reminder of holding her near,

I cant help but shed an icy tear.

Feel no regret, feel no sorrow,

Ill be in your heart for all your tomorrows.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

The rain drops, making a steady flow on the pavement.

It drains from the blacktop into the basement.

Traces of the rain takes away the pain,

Reminding us life isnt always about the sane.

Rising up the smell of wet dirt, as sweet as rain on cement,

I understand it nowchaos created our government.

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

I dont care anymore, I know I have failed,

Even if I live, itll be prison with no bail.

I cant fight the charges inevitable to come,

a fine so large even Bill Gates couldnt pay the sum.

Is this, perhaps, why I hate these laws?

Then why the hell cant anyone else see the flaws?

Cant go on, cant move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

It doesnt even matter, who would want to live?

My sins dig too deep for anyone to forgive.

I dont want to feel helpless as someone wipes the red flow from my face,

I would forever hang my head in solemn and utter disgrace.

No dignity, nor self-respect to look my friends in the eye,

It would be another first and last, for they have never seen me cry.

Dont want to go on, cant even move a muscle,

It was all over when my legs began to buckle.

 

Is it over? Is it done?

The first and last fight I know I havent won?

Im going to depart this earth and kiss the sky,

My spirit will leave the ground, my soul will fly.

There will be nothing left but my body in a puddle of mud,

And the rain that washes away all traces of my blood.

Im so damn sorry for all the things I didnt get to say,

To my princess, my angel: Ill love you until the end of days.

Dont ask in your heart if Ill always be there,

Because for all eternity is how long Ill care.

But I couldnt go on, couldnt move a muscle.

Im sorry, but it was over when my legs began to buckle.

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