Shadow's Poetry...
Forced Lie
Home
*The* Rose
...But I Am
Shit
Baby Baby
Garden Of Glass
The Dance Of Eternal Light
Lost Soul
Parak-Ne Bachin 'De
I'm Not Okay
Deserted Losses
Just Don't Know
Duet
Silenced
Into The Mist Of Memories
Raindrops
Can You Hear Me?
Untitled...Any Suggestions?
Daddy
Untitled, My Dear
Broken
Fear
The Shadow
Eternally Yours
I Feel
Lethal Assassin/Last Time
Shattered
Opposing Forces
Eternal Sunshine
Lullaby
Shadow's "One Step Closer"
Daddy (2)
Kiss Of Death
Metamorphosis
Don't Ask...Don't Know...
The Animal In Me
Uh...No Comment?
Tear My Heart Open
Reality
Gone
Peacin' Out...Signing Off
Reduced To Tears
Please Understand
That Fight I Didn't Win
The Reaper
Shadows Of Oblivion
Just Had To Let Go
Again
Stray Bullet
Life
Actually Untitled
Failed
The Dance
Loving You
For You
Only Friends
Confused And Wishing
Friend In A New World
Caught
Taking Chances
What I Need To See
My Heart With You
The Fire Of Hate
Drowning In Fury
The Tears Of Fear
Suicide
Sudden Betrayal
Life Is Like A Game
I Wish
Last Words
Parted
Cancer
Still Together
Couldn't Say I'm Sorry
Remembering You
Once
A Time
Walking Tall
Goodbye
Ready To Die
Silence
Hidden
Where Did You Go?
Forced Lie
An Angel?
Missing You Already
My Dad: Gone Too Soon
WWII
Protecting You
Freedom
I'm Sorry
The Day I Died
Secrets
It Could Have Been
Betrayal Is The Cruelest Thing
The End
The Real Me That Nobody Sees
Too Late
If I Died Tomorrow
My Grandma And Grandpa
My Family And Friends
Friends Are Like Angels
For My Father
To My Mother
Scot
Stephanie
Faded
Anarchy
Another Day
Kill Me
Suicide (2)
What Went Wrong?
Suicide Intentions
Revenge
Desecrated Glory
You Betrayed Me- The Other Side
You Betrayed Me
What Was It Before?
For Us
Until Death Do Us Part
I Love You And Goodbye
Sleeper
Children
One Of The Things That Break Me
Darkness Falls
Vitality
Drawn Together
I'm Not All Right
Holy Alliance
Do You Know what You Mean To Me?
Get Your Desires When I Retire

Wrote this in Emerald Cove with Travis and Scot. I wanted to take Cody there....she'd love it...

My heart turns to ice, on a cold plate of steel,

Im dead from all the loneliness, and this is how I feel.

You abandoned me, stranded me, left me alone on this world.

Love me, hate me like this as the quicksands of time twisted and twirled.

Im alone, deserted, out on my own.

I have no place to call my home.

I walk the desolate paths of this unforgiving earth.

I have been sworn to hell since the day of my birth.

Living in eternal suffering, not giving a shit about life or death,

who would even care if I expel my last breath?

An afterlife of peace, its so solemnly true,

yet to believe it, I choose not to.

You said go to hell, but Ive already been there,

feeding me lies like not to worry, not to care.

Id like to fall in love, but I dont know how,

even if I did, the bullshit would all turn foul.

I dont give a shit about life, dont give a shit about you or me,

so why dont you just open your blind eyes and see:

Im looking for a simple and plain reason to die,

living through life is like living a lie.

Is it still hard to imagine why I am so full of hate?

Dont confuse my psychosis with a suicidal mental state.

I want to end it now, I want to end it all.

Never made it to the top, yet still managed to fall.

Im breaking, cracking, being pushed over the edge.

Im pissed off, Im confused, this is my one solemn pledge:

give me one reason, just one, and Im swinging on you.

I wont stop swinging till your face turns blue.

Sweat-soaked shirts and piss-stained pants,

Ill show you a real motherfucking death dance.

The only way to stop is for the hate to satisfy,

too bad you lied, now dont try to deny.

I take the repeated blows to my soul,

and can do nothing but cry as it drills its hole.

Theres nothing to replace my shattered heart,

and so subtly and quickly, this life tears me apart.

Bottom line: Im sick, Im tired, most of all, Im done.

Life is a game to play alone, and I know I havent won.

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