I cried when I realized what I had become,
and I realized where my life came from.
How do I live with the decisions I make?
How am I supposed to give back what I take?
I gave the world my very best,
a constant reminder of life without rest.
I started out as a simple, perfect little kid,
I still dont know what I did.
But now, my life is falling deeper through hell,
Im caught in bad luck as through a wicked spell.
Theres nobody here to tell me Im right,
nobody here to turn darkness to light.
You once said you would always be here,
at a time when we held each other so dear.
But where were you to catch me when I started to fall?
Is this why you ended it all?
You werent there to save me before my life was destroyed,
you lied to me, your words are void.
All you ever wanted was to keep me alive,
but it all fell apart, falling in a nose dive.
My life has nothing further to boast,
Where did you go when I needed you the most?