As i sit here and remember the days we spent,
The days we cried and didn't speak,
I just remember the days where i couldn't,
Anymore, i didn't want to live, i was so weak.
I remember when you helped me go on,
Made me think of what i would be losing.
I would leave everyone without saying good-bye,
I would end everything without realizing what i was doing.
I thought it was the best for me
And best for everyone in my life.
Everyone was in pain...
I just wanted to commit suicide.
The problem was
Everyone was hurting because of me;
I didn't understand anymore
I had eyes but still couldn't see.
I couldn't see that it wasn't because of me.
I had my problems and they had theirs;
Everyone was hurting
But it was because for me they cared,
Now i have come to that state again
Where i just want to die
Because i don't know what to do anymore
I hate living this lie.
I show everyone Im happy
When deep down inside i hurt;
Living this so-called life
It feels like a curse.
I can't be happy and that Ive come to see;
I think it would be better if i was gone.
No one would have to "worry" about me,
I would be happy but not for very long
Basically Im tired of it
I don't know when i will do it.
Im going now
Im tired of living with all of this.
So, good-bye to all...
My friends, family and the love of my life;
I can't go on anymore
And sooner or later you'll understand why...