What did you do to deserve this pain?
Why can't you seem to back off or refrain?
Why did I take the actions I took?
Why does feel like a fantasy book?
For all these questions, my answer is silence,
I know you felt different before all this violence.
I know now silence is never the answer,
But to die like I did or by a disease of cancer?
Some people say it was just as well,
Others say right now Im burning in hell.
But I sit here and watch you from the heavens above,
I realize now all you ever gave me was love.
Now I want you to wipe these tears from your eyes,
Sooner or later, everyone dies.
There was nothing vain about my death,
Because I heard you voice upon my last breath.
Visions from my memory, happy and sad,
Flashed before my eyes, whether good or bad.
Before I was gone, my eyes filled with tears,
Because I remembered how you loved me for so many years.
I know now that I was wrong,
And my voice lifts high in my freedom song.
Dark clouds on your earth are like coals that are charry,
And I just wanted to tell you how much I was sorry.