Do you know what it feels like to be free?
Have you ever swam in a waveless, calm, open sea?
Freedom is being alone with you,
freedom is having nothing to do.
You are my beginning, my end, first and last,
you take away my longings for the past.
With you, I treasure each second, day and night.
You say hold me close, so I hold you tight.
I want to cry when you whisper I love you into my ear,
while you hold me so very near.
You seem so perfect in every way,
I wish this second would never go away.
I feel the pulse of your hearts rapid beat,
I miss the times our lips would meet
I hear the silent echo of your fading breath,
I feared what would be the moment of your death.
Then so slowly, I pushed you away,
I still wished that we could stay.
Im sorry, I have to go is what I said,
but it doesnt matter, now that Im dead.
I had died in your arms that night,
when you held me so very tight.
You cradled my body, feeling it cold and blue,
you knew there was nothing you could do.
Though I love you, I had to leave,
now I wish so badly you would not grieve.
For I left my soul with you,
watching over the others, too.
Even thought we are so far apart,
I will always remain within your heart.