Remember the day we talked of my death?
The moment god took away my last breath?
I made you promise youd never cry,
I told you to be happy the day I die.
I cant believe it came up so soon,
Now my soul rises up under the blue moon.
We talked of things that people called deep,
Now the tears through your eyes begin to seep.
I want to cry because Ive hurt you so bad,
Im sorry that Ive made you so sad.
Living fast only to die young is a part of my life,
My entire existence Ive told you this world is strife.
I remember I told you I wouldnt be sorry when I left here forever,
Why did you tell me I could be so clever?
But thats not true anymore.
Because even in death my heart tore.
I want to say so badly what was never said,
I know this moment youve come to dread.
Remember when our friends said its only the weak that cries?
I want you now to wipe the tears from your eyes.
I'm not worth your thousand tears,
Even though Ive known you for so many years.
Nobody is worth that much,
But I will always miss your touch.
I shouldve told before how much I love you,
Instead of just assuming you knew.
Theres one thing you know that is the last thing to say,
Im so sorry that they came to take me away.