Tell me why it is you come to exist?
All you do is bring pain, and now I'm pissed.
You used me as you had before,
Now it is only my heart that tore.
You made me believe we could be together,
Now my life slips away, my spirit weighing less than a feather.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Take a look around, because heres something I promise you:
Everyone you see, hear, smell or touch,
Will be another one you can take with an act, words, and such.
You will only betray them once again,
You know how to get into the minds of men.
To me, you once meant everything
Even your words clung hard like a bee sting.
You mean nothing to me now,
I just want you to die, and I dont care how.
The decision between life and death holds on one line:
The line is that of the word we call time.
And now I wish your time is up,
Time is like a liquid that drains away from a cup.
My cup is almost empty, so you should be glad,
Because I'm still caught on feelings, and the love we never had.
I still wish it were all true,
To be together, alone with you.
But you are who you are,
Youre the bringer of pain, and have left me a scar.
Now I only have one more thing to say.
And it will be said again, in your ending day.
Welcome to my hell, you created it for me.
Now look at the damage, and see what you see.
Life is full of betrayal, backstabbing, and lies.
Who can you trust? The only thing in common is blood ties.
Welcome to the end, or should I say the beginning?
Now neither of us has to worry about winning.
You got into my mind, almost like a book,
And then I was a fish, caught on your hook.
And now I hate you worse than anything before,
And it burns with the pain of salt in an open sore.
And now I cant seem to get away,
Yet deep inside I know I cant stay.
There is a sea of pain and regret that lies down beneath,
Sounds of nails on a chalkboard, clicking bones, and chattering teeth.
Stay the fuck away from me,
Because you have already thrown me into that open sea.
The sea now swallows me whole,
Ill see you in the end, when it is time to pay your toll.