What would you do if you realized you missed your perfect chance?
What would you give for on more chance?
I realize now, I dont want to realize too late,
I want you to know I dont want you to wait.
Staring at you, while we lie quietly in the sand,
Wishing so badly I could reach out to hold your hand.
My heart skips a beat when you brush by my side.
That look on your face that makes me want to swallow my pride.
I try to push these feelings behind,
But on my soul, they begin to grind.
When I try to pretend these feelings arent real,
You cant imagine even half of the pain I feel.
Why do I wish to be held so tight?
Why did I want to kiss you the other night?
How can I ignore this when it feels so strong,
And taunts my soul all night long?
I ask myself if it is worth all that you mean to me,
I ask myself if there is anything we can be.
Is it worth so much if I am so wrong?
Or do I have to wait for so very long?
I cant imagine if it was over before it began,
I think I would die if the shit hit the fan.
I sit back in my chair in distant memory,
yet images of you is all I can see.
I let out a deep, inward sigh,
thinking it would be easier if would just die.
Soon, I know, I will take the chance of my life,
what future do we hold, will you one day be my wife?
I want so badly just one kiss,
and its the only chance I pray Ill never miss.