You started out as a simple friend,
I thought we would be together until the end.
My life has burned in the hate of this world,
Flying through the fire when I was hurled.
Something odd has struck me hard,
Something inside that has been left uncharred.
It has not been touched by this worlds hate,
Could it be my infinitive notion of fate?
I cant describe these feelings inside,
You bring them upon me like no other could abide.
It comes when I see you every day,
Wishing I could come up with some words to say.
It comes when I think of you with each passing second,
It makes me believe I should have beckoned.
In this world, out on the streets,
Love and hate always meets.
With all of the hate, I never knew love,
I only know how to push and shove.
So this feeling inside is completely new,
I know the dangers of leaving me blue.
I wouldnt hurt you if my life were threatened,
I wouldnt betray if I were suddenly weakened.
I wont leave you for anything,
If I do, there is nothing worth saying.
I am still trapped within this world of sin,
And if your image is false, and you are but poison,
If your touch would bring me to heaven as a pinnate,
Then I would rather die with you in my arms for just one minute,
Than living the rest of my life knowing I never could.
Knowing I missed my only chance at what could be would.
It amazes me at the force you have impacted upon me,
It is stronger than the raging sea.
Almost nobody (my family only) has ever brought tears to my eyes,
I never dreaded the day someone dies.
I never got that knot in my stomach whenever I speak,
I never thought your angered words could be so bleak.
With this feeling, I will try to cope,
Even if your heart is not set, I wont give up hope.
I wish so badly you felt the same way,
Ill long forever for that day.
But if that day never becomes real,
I just wanted you to know exactly how I feel.