How far can you go blindly into the night?
How long can I withstand our never-ending fight?
You betrayed me like I never was,
Now you treat me like everyone else does.
You wont be forgiven, apologies not accepted,
You say sorry like a straight lie, never seeing whats ahead.
You lied to me once, and youd do it again,
These wounds you have given me refuse to mend.
It hurts me to see us in pain this way,
But its you who hurt me every single day.
You said it would take more than the world to break us apart,
Now, over something so stupid, youre breaking my heart.
And now I sit here, alone, like I always have been,
I have a gun in my mouth; Im the most useless of men.
Im gonna swallow the bullet from the gun on the shelf,
You might as well pull this trigger yourself.
I entrusted you with everything I was,
I told you my darkest secrets, and this is what it does:
You knew all the exact words to say,
You destroyed my soul and do as you may,
You knew exactly how to hurt me,
And now I plunge in death into the dark, lonely sea.
What the hell is your problem? You wont stay away.
You always come back with something new to say.
Your words are said and theyre killing me fast.
To drive me over the edge is no easy task.
But I never thought Id see this day.
Even though Ill be gone, youre still gonna pay.
Like I said, this was no easy task,
But behind your innocence your evil is masked.
Because we were so close, you knew what to say,
My soul is torn, now it begins to decay.
My spirit is gone and my body is next,
I cant begin to describe the pain I feel within this simple text.
I could never say I was tired of your shit.
Because all youd do is begin to throw a fit.
Its over, its done, and Ill never be back,
I hope you get this letter so it ties you up in a sack.
Revenge is mine, though I wont be here,
I was alone in this world, and could hold nothing dear.
The pain of this life was simply too much,
Betrayal, love, hate, fear, and such.
Betrayal, hate, broken souls and fears,
Love, trust, support and tears.
Life, death, friends, and foes,
This only begins how all the bullshit goes.
Goodbye now, I'm leaving to peace,
My life has already begun to cease.
You were everything I ever was,
Nothing ever hurt me quite like this does.
I just wanted to say one final goodbye,
As my soul leaves this hell, going into the sky.