I got in a fight with my best friend today,
I felt bad after and stumbled away.
As I went to his house, someone said he was dead.
Probably because of some of the shit I shouldnt have said.
He died for the foolish actions I took,
I feel like a character within a fantasy book.
Tears fill my eyes; I know its my fault.
I feel as though my life has come to a halt.
What did I do? What did I say?
That made him take his life today?
What can I do? My head is spinning,
I guess I just felt like winning.
In that stupid fight we had,
I said just the right things to make him so sad.
We were both best friends at first,
Now we have both been cursed.
His curse is complete, mine will be next,
It is death to which we have been hexed.
He left me a haunting memory of pain,
He let me know how his soul was slain.
Its all my fault, I did it to him,
Now the light of my life has begun to dim.
There is no way to explain the guilt that I feel,
Normally when shit goes wrong I pretend the past isnt real.
Im slowly being torn up inside,
It is a pain that will not subside.
I can do nothing to make myself better,
I'm haunted by the contents of his letter.
I cheated on him, and he died for me,
Im blinded by tears and I cannot see.
The tears I shed will forever fall,
Until I find death, and it makes its call.