You told me to give you one more chance,
and held me within a deadlocked trance.
You told me to continue with my life,
you told me how much I needed to lay down the knife.
You promised me you would always be there,
and you know what? No longer do I care.
you were never there to answer my endless cries,
and all the while you kept feeding me lies.
I cannot take away this vengeful hate,
because I cant escape the demons you always create.
Shall I try to describe what this life is about?
I will tell what it is without a doubt.
the television is feeding you,
and the more you hear, the more you do.
Listening to what you want to hear,
things that resolve around hate and fear.
The pain you feel cant go away,
because were all programmed to feel this way.
We live within a world that loves to suffer.
Which is why moving through every lonely day gets tougher
I cant explain every reason why,
I dont know why all I want to do is die.
But you left me alone in this hateful place,
and I smile as the blood trickles down my face.
You were supposed to help me until the end,
but your bullshit gave me a wound that will never mend.
It wont get a chance to mend because I again picked up the knife.
And now, I am going to end my life.