Shadow's Poetry...
What Went Wrong?
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Parak-Ne Bachin 'De
I'm Not Okay
Deserted Losses
Just Don't Know
Duet
Silenced
Into The Mist Of Memories
Raindrops
Can You Hear Me?
Untitled...Any Suggestions?
Daddy
Untitled, My Dear
Broken
Fear
The Shadow
Eternally Yours
I Feel
Lethal Assassin/Last Time
Shattered
Opposing Forces
Eternal Sunshine
Lullaby
Shadow's "One Step Closer"
Daddy (2)
Kiss Of Death
Metamorphosis
Don't Ask...Don't Know...
The Animal In Me
Uh...No Comment?
Tear My Heart Open
Reality
Gone
Peacin' Out...Signing Off
Reduced To Tears
Please Understand
That Fight I Didn't Win
The Reaper
Shadows Of Oblivion
Just Had To Let Go
Again
Stray Bullet
Life
Actually Untitled
Failed
The Dance
Loving You
For You
Only Friends
Confused And Wishing
Friend In A New World
Caught
Taking Chances
What I Need To See
My Heart With You
The Fire Of Hate
Drowning In Fury
The Tears Of Fear
Suicide
Sudden Betrayal
Life Is Like A Game
I Wish
Last Words
Parted
Cancer
Still Together
Couldn't Say I'm Sorry
Remembering You
Once
A Time
Walking Tall
Goodbye
Ready To Die
Silence
Hidden
Where Did You Go?
Forced Lie
An Angel?
Missing You Already
My Dad: Gone Too Soon
WWII
Protecting You
Freedom
I'm Sorry
The Day I Died
Secrets
It Could Have Been
Betrayal Is The Cruelest Thing
The End
The Real Me That Nobody Sees
Too Late
If I Died Tomorrow
My Grandma And Grandpa
My Family And Friends
Friends Are Like Angels
For My Father
To My Mother
Scot
Stephanie
Faded
Anarchy
Another Day
Kill Me
Suicide (2)
What Went Wrong?
Suicide Intentions
Revenge
Desecrated Glory
You Betrayed Me- The Other Side
You Betrayed Me
What Was It Before?
For Us
Until Death Do Us Part
I Love You And Goodbye
Sleeper
Children
One Of The Things That Break Me
Darkness Falls
Vitality
Drawn Together
I'm Not All Right
Holy Alliance
Do You Know what You Mean To Me?
Get Your Desires When I Retire

Being pissed off at Ashley White

Where did I go wrong in my simple task?

Was staying alive just too much to ask?

I understand the pain that you went through,

yet you act like there was nothing anyone can do.

The pain you have given me is too much to bear,

now I walk through this world without a care.

you pulled the trigger, the blood is on your conscience

so why do I think all I fed you was nonsense.

I talked you out of it when you hung up the phone,

now I feel like Im in an abyss, all alone.

Why did you take your own life last night?

Why could you not just put up a fight?

You couldnt hold on for one more day?

Just to see if things would go your way?

the worst part was how you let me know,

now I try not to let all this pain show.

Why did you call me as you loaded the gun?

And why was I on the phone when it was all done?

You destroyed my life, my very being,

and I think you did it all without seeing.

I try to hide all of this pain,

yet I find doing so all in vain.

Because I cannot keep myself from crying,

I am withering away, I am slowly dying.

God shuns those who commit suicide,

but I think the whole world has lied.

I want you to know, before I join you above,

that you killed me in the name of love.

Ill make it simple: life is bullshit.

So fuck it all and everything in it.

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