Shadow's Poetry...
Another Day
*The* Rose
...But I Am
Baby Baby
Garden Of Glass
The Dance Of Eternal Light
Lost Soul
Parak-Ne Bachin 'De
I'm Not Okay
Deserted Losses
Just Don't Know
Into The Mist Of Memories
Can You Hear Me?
Untitled...Any Suggestions?
Untitled, My Dear
The Shadow
Eternally Yours
I Feel
Lethal Assassin/Last Time
Opposing Forces
Eternal Sunshine
Shadow's "One Step Closer"
Daddy (2)
Kiss Of Death
Don't Ask...Don't Know...
The Animal In Me
Uh...No Comment?
Tear My Heart Open
Peacin' Out...Signing Off
Reduced To Tears
Please Understand
That Fight I Didn't Win
The Reaper
Shadows Of Oblivion
Just Had To Let Go
Stray Bullet
Actually Untitled
The Dance
Loving You
For You
Only Friends
Confused And Wishing
Friend In A New World
Taking Chances
What I Need To See
My Heart With You
The Fire Of Hate
Drowning In Fury
The Tears Of Fear
Sudden Betrayal
Life Is Like A Game
I Wish
Last Words
Still Together
Couldn't Say I'm Sorry
Remembering You
A Time
Walking Tall
Ready To Die
Where Did You Go?
Forced Lie
An Angel?
Missing You Already
My Dad: Gone Too Soon
Protecting You
I'm Sorry
The Day I Died
It Could Have Been
Betrayal Is The Cruelest Thing
The End
The Real Me That Nobody Sees
Too Late
If I Died Tomorrow
My Grandma And Grandpa
My Family And Friends
Friends Are Like Angels
For My Father
To My Mother
Another Day
Kill Me
Suicide (2)
What Went Wrong?
Suicide Intentions
Desecrated Glory
You Betrayed Me- The Other Side
You Betrayed Me
What Was It Before?
For Us
Until Death Do Us Part
I Love You And Goodbye
One Of The Things That Break Me
Darkness Falls
Drawn Together
I'm Not All Right
Holy Alliance
Do You Know what You Mean To Me?
Get Your Desires When I Retire

I liked this suicide was nice...

Passing the gun from left hand to right.

I have decided to give up this life long fight.

Its the last decision Ill ever make,

Ive seen the last candles on my last birthday cake.

Tears roll down freely from all the pain,

thunder strikes outside, and I can hear the acid rain.

why should I have to deal with the pain of this life?

Its not worth it, Id rather end it all with a knife.

So many memories running through my head,

they all make me wish I was dead.

Will I have the courage to pull the trigger?

Will I wait patiently for my own grave digger?

I load a round into the magazine,

feeling as though it were all a dream.

Im sorry Stephanie, Im going back on my word,

my actions may allow my silent screams to be heard.

Chantelle, I promised I wouldnt go this way,

but nobody will listen to a single word I say.

Travis, get ready to piss on my grave,

my soul is lost, it cannot be saved.

Scot, you always have been my best of friends,

but eating at my heart is a wound that never mends.

I promised you all I would be okay,

so why is it all happening this way?

night after night, I have just sat and cried,

somewhere along the way, my spirit died.

From thereonout, I was nothing but a leftover shadow,

nothing left but my souls dying echo.

I place the barrel under my chin,

why is it everyone tells me I am drowning in sin?

Maybe its just because its me everyone seems to hate,

dont blame yourself when you read this, it is simply fate.

I close my eyes and fight back the fear,

now I can do ittheres nobody here.

Why do I write this? I am bidding a final farewell,

I am finding my little reserved spot in hell.

My legs are rubbery, I drop to my knees,

and I close my eyes tight and begin to squeeze.

There is a click and I scream,

shying away from deaths evil gleam.

Jesus Christ!, I forgot to load a round,

it scared the hell out of me! A machine so profound.

Created to save lives by taking that of another,

till it takes your own, or mistakenly your brother.

Images flash before my eyes,

blood on the floor as everyone dies.

Even myself, in a heap, in a pool of blood,

my parents standing around me, wishing the bullet was a dud.

Tears streak down my moms soft face,

she only wishes I have passed into grace.

Flashbacks stop, and I lay down the gun.

Is it over? Is it done?

I cry as I again walk away,

this will all be saved for another day

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