Shadow's Poetry...
Peacin' Out...Signing Off
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Peacin' Out...Signing Off
Reduced To Tears
Please Understand
That Fight I Didn't Win
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Again
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Actually Untitled
Failed
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Once
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Where Did You Go?
Forced Lie
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Missing You Already
My Dad: Gone Too Soon
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Too Late
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Friends Are Like Angels
For My Father
To My Mother
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Stephanie
Faded
Anarchy
Another Day
Kill Me
Suicide (2)
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You Betrayed Me- The Other Side
You Betrayed Me
What Was It Before?
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Until Death Do Us Part
I Love You And Goodbye
Sleeper
Children
One Of The Things That Break Me
Darkness Falls
Vitality
Drawn Together
I'm Not All Right
Holy Alliance
Do You Know what You Mean To Me?
Get Your Desires When I Retire

Sometimes youre just too tired...

You looked at me and asked if there was anything wrong.

Yall can’t see something’s been wrong all along.

Now I’m just tired of living in past and regret.

Just remember I’ll love you as much as love will get.

From fourth grade to now we’ve made the hell of a group.

Went from friends to family to front-line troops.

Soldiers on the battlefield, we fight for no cause.

Fight battle after skirmish with no time to pause.

Love like a brother, like a sister, my family.

Perhaps this is the way it will always be.

Like brothers we’re permitted to fight between us.

To bitch and swear, brawl, repress and cuss.

But this battle grows lengthy and frankly I’m tired.

When we’re together we’re in bliss and I’m fuckin wired.

For this I haven’t spoken to you, never shouted out.

But something’s been wrong with me without a single doubt.

It’s been eating my inside since the day my father died.

We already know I’ll walk to heaven and be unutterably denied.

Came so close to seeing my last breath,

Spent my life knowing I’ll have a premature death.

Knew the apathy this world and I would meet.

Knew the cold, callousness would one day have me beat.

And on the insides I’m consistently screaming and crying.

I’m hiding it form you all- ultimately I’m lying.

Thing is, I’ve gotten so damn good at it all,

That none of yall will ever know really when I fall.

The perfect decoy, I’m the perfectly trained machine.

But the impact takes a clean shot to my spleen.

Bleed out- poison my blood- it wasn’t meant to heal.

In that fashion, you’ll never really know how I feel.

Through my poetry and language, I spelled it out.

Gave you hints, blunt remarks, sometimes even a shout.

But it’s like I gotta slap you in the motherfuckin face

‘Till you see exactly something’s wrong and I’m living in disgrace.

Like I gotta fucking spell it out word for word,

This shit’s gone too far and now it seems absurd.

But I screamed and screamed until my lungs got sore.

Screamed till I couldn’t fucking scream anymore.

Now that my voice is silence by apathy and defeat,

I find that the angel of death and I meet.

And now I look back it all seems in vain.

Half my fuckin life I was living in pain.

One and a half years relinquished my past.

Led to a pain I will never outlast.

So the only thing with which I live to confide.

Is all my friends- they my family- who let me hide

Within them, through them, and all around them.

Never cease to amaze them, never cease to astound them.

Glad to see I’m their object of festivity.

Honestly don’t mind as long as they stay with me.

But now shit’s gone south for the every last time.

Didn’t know the next watch to be lost was mine.

Fighting was my way out but it doesn’t work anymore.

I don’t even fuckin know what the shit I’m fighting for.

She don’t love me back, I know that- I truly do.

But I can’t fuckin get it through; you only listen when you want to.

Now it seems I’ve dropped and lost my ultimate high-

So this would be the perfect time to say goodbye.

So as I bow out, my salute comes from my heart.

The ultimate respect from within my own art.

I’ve entered Chre-ku ‘de, what truly is the end.

And nothing can transgress that love that I now send.

When your strength ebs away, you can only last so long.

And then one day you find how you’re already gone.

About when you start looking is when I’ll be lost.

This price might come at too high a cost.

I say this one more time, maybe it’ll get through-

This message that I send now to ALL of you.

"I can’t change a thing no matter how hard I try.

I’m eternally yours. I love you, and goodbye."

"You never knew the worst, so you called me ‘friend,’

You said it was the beginning, but this is the end."

You looked at me and asked if there was anything wrong.

Yall can’t see something’s been wrong all along.

Now I’m just tired of living in past and regret.

Just remember I’ll love you as much as love will get.

 

Goodbye.

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