"I tear my heart open" and expose it to the world,
My middle finger's held high and my lips are curled
In a raw anger that touched the depths of my soul,
Tore out the contents to leave only that gaping hole.
"I tear my heart open" so tell me what you see...
You lust me...you love me...let me the fuck be.
You can see the truth now, so beautifully cold.
I'd wish for that painless release but I'm not bold.
"I tear my heart open" so you see what I hide.
Tear it wide fuckin open to expose the inside.
It burns...black with that charcoal of hate.
A fire inside that only abides by fate.
"I tear my heart open" now watch it bleed.
I dare you...DARE you...to say I'm what you need.
Watch me spill out all that inner hidden pain,
Then try to hold back tears for finding love in vain.
"I tear my heart open" as I walk quietly out your door.
I leave that heart behind me; I don't want a part anymore.
As the door shuts tight all I hear is the sound.
And FUCK you too, I refuse to hang around.
I tore my heart open to find out what hell is.
What I saw was you standing there; cold and callous.
Although I thought strong of love, eyes turned blue...
I growl in an animal's anger...but somehow whisper "fuck you"