So cold and lonely, just look at me now.
Who said you deserved to care anyhow?
A betrayal that cuts deep, so close to my family...
Grind my teeth against those words..."I'll be all I can be."
You do it...I dare you...place that gun in my hand...
I'll take you to a place so far away from this land.
You give me that gun and I'll show you a goddamned war,
I'll rip you apart from your inside- your very core.
Forsaken by all, you think I amount to this?
Sign away my soul and smile when I'm pissed?
If you're trying to take me further away from my pack,
Then know I'm pulling that knife out of my back.
But if the knife holds my very own brood.
Know I have no conviction to my own flesh and blood.
Break my neck, stab me again, just shatter my heart...
I'll still be fighting you 'till I tear you apart.
As long as one last breath remains in my life,
I'll rise against all odds and thrust at you your own knife.
So you lied to me...betrayed me...made me believe.
That betrayal cut deeper than any can conceive.
If you press this issue or not, only time will tell...
But I promise you now I'll make you burn in hell.
Like a devil's advocate, I'm fighting against me,
With my eyes wide shut, I'm still gunna see.
He asked if I knew how you plan to kill me- I do.
There's nothing you can dish that I won't pull through.
I've got someone to fight for, I got someone to die for.
I've got somone I can defend my own life for.
There's NOTHING this world will give that I can't take.
There's NOTHING here or now that's gunna make me break.
If you're not catching this, I'm ready to take on the world,
If life is a story, my pages will unfurl.
Then you'll find in the end I'll be on top.
I took a blow to my soul that should've made my heart stop.
I was "half past dead" but now I'm up and I'm strong.
If you fuckin thought you'd break me you were horribly wrong.
I'm re-linking my past...I'm holding onto lost hope.
Does she know how I truly feel? Does she know I won't cope?
I'm gunna be here, I'll fight to my bitter-fucking-end.
Don't backstab me again, bitch...and don't fuck with my friends.
If you do, I'll show you a painful, cold lonely death.
And my face will be the last thing you see on your last breath.
The last thing you hear, a dying echo for my vow-
"I told you not to fuck with me, but you know that now."