I think it's sad- truly sad- that you just don't get it.
A sword rose against you- you ran out and
Began mortal combat in a futiley waged fight.
You still don't understand how tragedy struck tonight.
had a daddy so I looked to fill his role.
As long as he was gone, my heart just held that hole.
Open your eyes, fucker...look
the hell around.
Look at the world that you created to bring me down.
By principle and label, you focused only on "Lost
You don't fuckin see that I've labeled it "family"
The hole has been filled, don't know whether to thank god
or my mother.
MG and B are by my side- they my brotehrs.
I've god LSB and dearest friends,
I have a love that no
But to you, our creator, the J3ST3R, a clown.
You became like my father- my real one was never around.
over backwards just to keep our peace.
Hold my tongue with paternal respect until the cold pain's ceased.
my hand against you, NEVER strike back.
NEVER lose that fear that I'm gunna lose the pack.
But lately it seems I'm abused;
I bend 'till I break.
And to you it just seems I'm always making the same mistake.
I remember you there- you helped
me to walk.
You were my voice when I had none left to talk.
Now I stand strong- I can hold my ground.
I can slip
beyond defenses and kill without a sound.
But you're there- you disrespect me and treat me like shit,
bringing up this fuckin Kailin bit.
You won't let go of the past and you throw it in my face.
Might as well be spitting
on me- show me my fuckin disgrace.
You lie more than I did; Becoming what I hate.
You STILL don't fuckin trust me, but
now you can relate.
C'mon, daddy...I'd have hung for you on a cross.
This simply is such a cataclysmic loss.
did I do, daddy? What did I do?
What did SHE even EVER do to you?
Why do I not deserve your respect, daddy?
I come to piss you off like this, daddy?
Answer me, damit! Why should I just waste away?
Why do you feed me SHIT while
I stand at bay?
C'mon, daddy...I'm fuckin asking your ass here and now.
Why should I think you give a FUCK anyhow?
you fuckin BITCH....why are you sitting in silence?
Isn't it YOU who tried to raise ME on violence?
Why do you raise
your hands against me?
Why daddy? Why are you killing me?
Why do you just tempt fate like you do?
How come you never
reflected my love for you?
Your hands are around my throat- I can't fucking breathe.
Open your eyes, daddy...see me
screaming on my knees.
Daddy, why are you pushing me away so far?
Why are you pushing me away so hard?
going, daddy? Going, going, gone.
Leaving me alone with what's been lost for so long?
You're leaving me again, daddy;
leaving me here.
I've got nothing left to lose and nothing left to fear.
You're leaving me a bastard once again; all
The only thing you leave behind is your broken home.
You're leaving me again as the bastard I am,
In the rain,
I'm screaming and running as fast as I can.
You're no better than the fucker that preceded your reign,
At least he didn't
have a choice in bringing me his pain.
Look behind you and see your child- I'm crying.
Doesn't matter now- he knows
his daddy is lying.
Do you even know to yourself what's left of the truth?
Man, this life is so fucked up during youth.